Back in January my life had a reset.

After a relaxing morning doing the art galleries up Brisbane, I returned home to the gold coast feeling tired and so laydown for a nap.

I felt a fire in my chest and so my beloved drove me down to gold coast hospital emergency, just in case. 10 minutes later I was naked on a table surrounded by equipment and strangers.

The next thing I knew I was being awakened from a dream thinking WTF with tubes in my arms and groin and a sore chest. I had what is anecdotally called a widowmaker . A 100 percent blockage of the LAD a Stemi. The Drs saved me by inserting through the femoral artery a wire up into the heart which balloons the artery and inserts a mesh called a stent.

It wasn’t my day to die after all.

Everything changed that day. I already had a different viewpoint on life and the nature of reality . Now A knowing .

Life is not meant to be the way it is.

I believe we are all points of awareness of a god creator who must be totally bemused by the way we treat each other and allow a few to dictate to the many. There are some very good people in this world, however the bad are just pure evil and the gift of free will given to every one of us is trampled upon in their greed for power.

I have three grandchildren and pray every day that enough people wake up and change the world to be the place the creator always intended . One in which an energy of respect for each other and the self becomes the driving creative force,

Life was never meant to be that hard, we were given the tools to work miracles. Every person born into the world has a unique part to play which if fulfilled enhances the whole.

Some things to consider!

For things to change first I must change .

We cannot envisage a future if we do not know and acknowledge the truth of our past and the majority of us have amnesia .

Despite what our ears and eyes tell us . If something doesn’t feel right it rarely is .

Propaganda is the tool of the few to control the many but it doesn’t work if you turn it off and listen to the self .